Bitki Arkada?lar | Plant Friends

 

Evlenip ta??nd???m ev, tam da yatak odas?n?n cam?na kadar yapraklar? ula?an kocaman bir a?ac?n gölgesindeydi. Ho?uma gitmedi gölgesi evin ayd?nl???n? kesti?i için ben de onu kesmek istiyordum.

Gölge etmesi yetmezmi? gibi bir de bu a?ac?n bende alerji yaratt???n? farkettim. Geceleri cam? aç?nca hep öksürük, göz sulanmas? z?r?l z?r?l a?lama ve uykusuzluk. Hatta bir gece küçük dilim öyle bir ?i?ti ki nefes alamaz oldum. ??te o zirve gecesinin sabah?nda kalkar kalkmaz gittim a?aca dedim ki:

Ben seni yeterince tan?mad??????????????????mmmmmmmmmmmmmm.. Senin hala ad?n? bile bilmiyorummmmmmm. Bu yüzden böyle ?eyler ya??yorummmmmmm. Beni kurtar ne olurrrrr!

A?aça kocaman sar?ld?m. Bir dal?n? kopard?m o gün hiç bir ?ey yemek içimden gelmedi. Sadece o a?ac?n dal?n? koklamak ve iyile?mek istedim. Ak?ama kadar gözler ve burun çe?me böyle sürdü ama art?k küçük dilim ?i?miyordu. O günden sonra da hala ad?n? bilmedi?im bu a?aca alerjim filan kalmam??t?.

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Küçüklü?ümde hep bahçedeki minik çiçekleri inceler, onlarla konu?ur, ?ark?lar söylerdim. Kendimi onlar?n dünyas?nda insanlar?n dünyas?nda oldu?umdan daha mutlu hissederdim. Bir sürü yonca vard? bahçemizde. Onlardan birine insanlardan en çok bunald???m anda : “Bundan sonra benim annem de babam da sen ol!” dedim.

Seneler sonra geçti?imiz hafta bir ?aman meditasyonunda bu yonca bana ba?ka bir bitki arac?l???yla geldi :

O yonca seni duydu. Senin iste?ini kabullendi ama ne yapaca??n? bilemedi. ?imdi sana onun mesaj?n? getirdim.

dedi. Beni tüm hücrelerime var?ncaya kadar yoncan?n yüksek enerjisi sard?. O an hissetti?im güçlü sevgi tamamen saf, öyle ki kelimeler kirletebilir. O gün anlad?m bu dünyan?n ayakta kalmas?n?n yegane sebeplerinden biri bitkiler ve onlar?n bizle ve kendileri aras?ndaki ileti?imi…

Biz insanlar da bitkiler kadar duygusal ve saf sevgiye aç varl?klar?z. Sadece kalbimizi zihnin ?v?r z?v?r?yla buland?r?p bunlar?n kayna??n? bulam?yoruz. Hep ar?yoruz hep…

Ke?fedebilmek mümkün ama epey sessizle?mek, epey süptille?mek gerek herhalde.

?imdi bak?yorum kimi adam var a?ac? rahats?z etmemek için in?a planlar?n? tekrar tasarlat?p ba?ka yere yapt?r?yor. Kimi adam var orman?n içine saray yapmak için ya da köprü için ya da otel için ya da ?v?r z?v?r için binlerce a?ac? katlediyor.

Tek bir a?ac? korumak için kendi bedenini kalkan edenlerin, saf ve gerçek olan? koruma çabas?n? oradaki anla??lmayan hissi belki biraz anlatabildimse ne mutlu bana.

Umar?m bu ö?rendi?im saf sevgiyi çocuklar?ma aktarabilirim.

 

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The house that i moved to when i got married was shadowed by a huge tree. The trees leaves where even into the bedroom. I was a bit pissed of of that tree cutting our sun and i was also thinking of cutting it. Even worse i figured out that i was allergic to this tree. Every night when i open the window i started to couch, tears came out. One night it made a peak. I was about to choke.

That was it. I went out with the sunrise. I went to this tree crying unconsciously. I hugged that tree and cried to her:

You know i have mistaken. I didn’t know you enough, i still don’t know your name. Please help me!!

So i picked one leaf from her. I didn’t want to eat nothing but whole day i just wanted to smell that leaf in hope of releasing my pain. That was the end of my sleepless nights. My allergy was gone. I still don’t know her name but i know her very well now.

When i was a kid i loved to hang around the plants. Loving them, singing to them, playing with them. All the clovers, roses, fruit trees and pines. I was happier being with plants then being with human beings. Once when i felt frustrated about my parent because of their divorce i was again in the garden. I was whole with the clovers and there i found one clover with 4 leaves. Bingo. I told her that she is gonna be my father and my mother from now on.

Years later last week in a shamanic meditation one plant told me :

Do you remember that day? That day that you told the clover this. She accepted your request but she was overwhelmed. She didn’t know what to do. She sent a message to universe and i brought it to you.

She loved me with her pureness that all my molecules were able to feel something that words can not describe. I was complete.

That day i understood that this planet is alive because of this pure consciousness of the plants. They are alive. They are connected with each other and with the human beings more than we imagine.

We also crave for that pure love but we don’t know how to reach it. We are obscured by our “very important” blurry thoughts that we can not feel this kind of pure and subtle emotion called unconditional love.

There is man that even changes the roads direction or the construction plan in respect to an old plant and there is a man who cuts thousands of trees to put the hotel to a great location, or make the highway cost effective, or make his house more prestigious.

i hope i made you feel a bit of that essence of protecting one tree with your body against destructive forces.

I hope i can give that pure feeling that plant gave to me to the kids.


6 thoughts on “Bitki Arkada?lar | Plant Friends

  1. Selam Burcu.
    Çok Kelimelerle anlat?lacak bir yolculuk de?il ve fazlaca ki?isel. O yüzden ?imdilik bir k?s?m aktard?m. Sevgiler

  2. Cok guzel geldi bu yazi, etkileyici anlatmissin… Saman meditasyonu da ilginc geldi, deneyimlerin yada o konu ile ilgili paylasimlar dusunuyor musun? Sevgiler,

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